cops

[daisy]

some of the cops seem nice
some of the cops are scary

well as soon as i became old enough (=16 years old)
i became the fixer for the carnivals
where i had to go all alone - to see the cops every week
(to ask them what carnival games we would be allowed to work)
and i ended up having to fight a lot of rapist cops off of me

and then i had to just walk out of their police stations
and try to pretend like nothing had happened
because everyone on the carnival was counting on me
to come back and tell them what we could work
and to be able to work that week

and you know if i would have ever told on any of them policemen
well then we surely would not have ever been able to work
the carnivals in their towns again

back in 1970 - 1990s - when i was young and pretty
yeah back then there were several rapist cops
that got away with raping a lot of young girls
yeah i also found out that
some of them cops already had a long list
of local girls already trying to charge them with rape
(and accomplishing very little)
(in several different towns - in several different states)

so after fighting some of them cops off of me
(in several different towns - in several different states)
now i have cop phobia
and/or some post traumatic stress disorder around cops
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[daisy]

and then there are some other problems i have with cops
once the cops go through all the trouble of looking for murder evidence and find none - then they usually proclaim suicide
(especially for crack heads, prostitutes, drug addicts, etc...)
so mostly they just figure some deaths are
either suicide and/or drug related
and of course the cops get mad if you question their findings
like i did one time

once upon a time - it was the first of the month
and i had just gotten my disability check
this one man named dallas
was trying to talk me into renting a room inside his house
for my daughter
after my daughter rushed off - to go to work
i was still there in his house

that is when things suddenly turned strange
he walked me up to a bedroom upstairs
(the room that he was trying to rent to us)
then he walked me into a storage room
that was right next to the bedroom upstairs
he kept telling me to stay in that storage room
to just wait for him in that storage room

he said he would be back shortly because he said
he had to go change his flat tire
then i looked out the window and said
i don't see a flat tire on your van
then he said he had to leave
to go change a flat tire for the older lady who owned the house
really creepy feelings had already came over me
i saw a door on the storage room with stairs leading down
to outside so i said - no ! - i have to go too
and i quickly ran down those back stairs out of his house
i jumped into my car and drove away quickly

i just knew something was up - something strange and creepy
(i called it my womans intuition)
later i warned my daughter to
stay far away from that house because
i think he wants to kill us
i told her because i could just tell
he was trying to talk me into staying in that storage room
while he left to go change a flat tire
and he was probably going to send someone
(like his crazy gun tote-ing truck driving nephew)
in there to kill me - while he was gone
and/or he was going to double back to his house
to kill me himself
i just knew it - i could just feel it

o.k. so about a year and half later
he did the exact same thing to a young girl named peaches
he talked her into staying at his house
then he told her the same story
that he had to go change a flat tire
and oops all of a sudden when he came back
he says he found peaches
dead in the storage room
right beside of a bedroom down stairs
and what a big coinencidence
peaches had just got paid - a big pay check too
(much like when he had tried to do it to me
when i had just gotten my disability check)

i do not care what they say
i know they killed peaches the same way they tried to kill me
both dallas and the police called it suicide
yet dallas said that
when he left
to go change a flat tire
(and/or to go to the nearest store - to air a tire up)
peaches was curled up on the bed
barefooted with a blanket
trying to stay warm in the winter
and watching soap operas on his tv
supposedly he was only gone for around 15-20 minutes
yeah like peaches is actually going to get up in the freezing cold
right in the middle of her soap operas
and walk herself into that creepy storage room alone
just to shoot herself one time in the chest
yeah like peaches really just suddenly wanted to kill herself
right in the middle of her soap operas

yeah they killed peaches
they even stoled her car keys
and she had to call a lock smith out there the night before
to make her another key to her car
yet right after she got another key made to her car
then they flattened her tire on her car
the night before they killed her
just to keep her there - in that suicide house
yeah they did not want her jumping in her car
and running away from them - like i had done
(peaches was only around 18 years old when they killed her)

this guy dalllas is a lier
and he got the cops to go along with his lie
i already know peaches did not kill herself
he killed her in that storage room down stairs
the same way he had plotted to kill me
in another storage room upstairs

so yes the police got really mad at me
when i told them i just knew that peaches did not kill herself
a (major) policeman threatened me that
i better just stay out of it - if i knew what was good for me
so yes some of the cops are scary
so i try to stay away from them
now they made me too scared to say anything
about questioning their suicide rulings because
the more suicide rulings they have
the less unsolved murders they have
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[daisy]

so later i found out that
they killed another white man at that same suicide house
yet this time - it was outside in the woods
right along the side of the dirt path driveway to the house
and as usual the cops ruled it suicide again

oh boy how very lucky i am that
they didn't shoot me
while i was running away
fastly driving away in my car
down their dirt path driveway
it is a good thing i had my car to protect me some

this new guy that got killed there
he didn't have a car
he was on foot running away down their dirt path driveway
of course he probably ran into the woods
that are along beside of their dirt path driveway
and/or (probably at gun point)
they walked him over into the woods
along beside of the dirt path driveway first
before they shot him
so of course this new police report says that
he shot his own self in the woods
(that are right along the sides of the dirt path driveway
to the suicide house)

it seems
that (supposedly) suicide house is also known as
a crack area too
so of course it fits right in with suicide rulings
like who cares if
another crack head killed themself again
at that suicide house
= either in a storage room
or running away - down the dirt path driveway to that suicide house

yes and they all seem to just kill themselves
with one bullet shot wound to the chest
isn't it creepy that
they all just shoot themselves the same way
at that suicide house

well you know i had to investigate it for myself
so i called dallas on the telephone
(of course i haven't been back to his suicide house)
and yeah dallas is covered

dallas told me himself - over the telephone that
the cops are covering up
for the old lady who owns the house and land because
the cops do not want any murders to be recorded/documented
on any of her land
(and/or in that now highly developed business area)

i also found out that the (major) police that threatened me
to stay out of it - he grew up in that area
and he might even still have relatives still living around in that area

and it turns out that
murders make property values go down

so now i have to hope that dallas never gets to kill me
(and call it suicide)
and/or that (major) policeman never gets to kill me either
(and call it suicide)
yeah i escaped both of them once
and now i still don't want to be
another one of their suicide victims

so now all i can say is that
i stay far away from their suicide house
and i hope they stay far away from my house too

and if you ever hear them say that i killed myself
do not believe them - they are f*cking liers

so they tried to kill me first (before my dad)
(at this suicide house)
right before they killed my dad off
with his newer stronger (brain stroke) asthma medicine
and a spiked bacterial infected window unit air conditioner
in a window in my dads office
that was just great for inducing more asthma attacks
(causing him to except the newer stronger asthma medicine)

yeah so far they didn't get to kill me and
i already know that my dad would have never really believed
a (plotted) suicide story on me
because my dad already knew that
i would never kill myself
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[daisy]

yeah it still does not take a rocket scientist
to figure out some of what they are doing
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[daisy]

a rapist is a rapist is a rapist - that will rape anyone
yet i am telling you all right now
tons of them also want to rape the blood of christ

a murderer is a murderer is a murderer - that will kill anyone
yet i am telling you all right now
tons of them also want to kill the blood of christ
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